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I also volunteered to work the NCSF table for a while. I love the NCSF and I want to work for them.... now.

DM Certification
I attended a weekend workshop to become a certified dungeon monitor. It was a great program.. nice debates and reasonable attitudes about safety. Now I can tell all these clueless fucking DMs to shove it.

Saying Goodbye to Padre
Padre went back to Chicago.. sad times. I'll see him again for Shibaricon but.. sigh. Before he left we had a great scene with L. Needles, creative painful bondage, fucking, bleeding, puking, cock sucking, foot and shoe worship... what more could a girl want? Oh, a needle zipper! Yum, yes, yay!

DM Clash
I topped Kat and L at TNG. I wanted to do a kinda risky/weird scene. Mission accomplished, but not really what I was imagining, haha. The DM was being a dick.. The dungeon was hot and L got overheated and almost puked (in a very non erotic way).. and we had probably 7 people within 10 feet of the scene watching with a very disapproving eye. They were all just waiting for me to fuck up. It really threw me off and made the energy of the scene quite weird. Besides all that, it was still great fun to hurt some nice ladies. Ohh and after the scene I had a sit down with the main DM and he had both sides of a note card FULL of problems he had with my scene- not ONE was entirely valid. Ugh, goddamn I'm done with Dallas fucking Texas.

Lesbian Bar Leather Birthday Party
Yep, that's right. A big group of us went out to a vanilla lesbian bar and got drunk and danced like idiots. It was totally fun and great to see some kinda Old Guard people let loose. I got a little more drunk than I should have and danced like a stripper whore. Lapdances and all. Oh yes.

Black and Blue Ball
Despite pissing off the management at the local dungeon, they asked me to work one of their spanking stations at the Black and Blue Ball (just a fetish party- if you could call it that). It was fun, although I didn't end up spanking anyone. I tied a few guys up, some had vet wrap gags.. and slapped them around.. used a TENS unit on a friend's balls while he was tied to a chair. I'd say it was a good night.
A service-oriented friend stayed with me this weekend. It was very very nice having him around. I love service!

San Francisco
I went to SF for a week. It was fun overall, but I was mostly broke and had to deal with a few less than comfortable situations.

I attended a TNG Berkeley meeting. It was small, but the people were totally cool. No hot kids though :
I stayed in a fucking rad room at the Capri Motel in Santa Clara. It was totally 50s Psycho kitsch delicious. I also walked around Santa Clara a bit and had some great Thai food.
I finally met Farrell in person. She's a cool vegan girl in SF I may move in with later. We ended up hanging lots.
I met up with Dan again for dinner and rope. We went to this club night- Bondage a Go Go. Dancing, drinking, and bondage. Very cool. There I met a potential roommate Max. We had been emailing about living together, but I just don't think it's going to work out... very awkward. I also reconnected with the "cute young latex couple" from my last trip. We went to a pretty good kink influenced party and spent tons of time talking and such. I slept in their closet! I am totally excited about moving to SF and being best friends and making necklaces and telling secrets and things (I mean scat porn).
I hung out in Delores Park a lot, great, awesome, amazing. I just want to live in that park. Tons of attractive young people drinking beer all day. Dreams do come true.. Later I attended an Easter party there called Noir- put on by the Sisters of Perpetual Indulgence! I love love love the Sisters and was so happy to be in town for this. It made leaving absolutely heartbreaking.
I went to the Power Exchange.. a wonderfully seedy fucked up sex club. Totally perfect for objectification, humiliation and degradation for fucking sure. I felt disgusting just walking around. Men were following me, jerking off, begging me to just look at their cocks. Oh oh oh... the power and the violation.. mmmm.. two of my favorite things! I see anonymous gangbang action in my future..
Farrell works in a bar.. I hung out there and read a lot. Also ate a LOT of delicious expensive vegan food.. totally worth it.
I went to a meeting of The Exiles, SF's all female kink group. Cleo DuBois showed her film, Midori was there, overall good. It was a very comfortable place for me. Later that night I met Farrell's roommate who just happens to be a kinky bisexual dwarf. How 'bout that?

Gulf Coast Leather Woman 2008
A friend called me at 10:30 on Friday night explaining that she had to compete for this title the next night and needed help. It was a weird situation, not her fault at all. I immediately agreed and was excited to learn and vicariously experience the process of earning a title. I worked most of the day and night Saturday helping her prepare. I performed with her during the "Fantasy" part of the contest. It was last minute and I was nervous as fuck, but everyone said they loved it. Oh, and she won!

Masturbation inspired by L
One of the classes I should have taken at South Plains was "M/s and D/s for the Solo Practitioner".

Humiliation is kinda hard to do alone.. but I find I do the grossest shit when I'm by myself. Tonight I popped a ring gag in, drooled all over myself, drank a little piss, put a pigtail butt plug in, took a shot of period blood and puked it up, did some asphyxiation, fucked myself with my dildo, and had some blackberry cobbler. It was a nice night in.


So yeah, life is good.