09 Jul 2008 - SO SO SO
Hello hello-
I know you only come here for the pics and sexy stories. You use me for a quick wank and skim past all the wordy emotional or political shit. And hey, sometimes I don't blame you. Just don't think I can't see all those gallery page views :)
I am but a servant to the people, so I'll give you what you want- some glittery, sexy media.
First, a hot fucking video and song about masturbation. Thunderheist: Jerk It
thunderheist - jerk it (contest cut) from thatgo on Vimeo.
New Hair Pics
Admittedly not that sexy, but whatever. I love it and I love me and you can't take that away from me because I'm my own person and you don't own me and I'm breaking free from your social slavery and I do what I fucking want! (Please notice the hhheeeaaavvyyy sarcasm.)
And yeah, I'm still kinda being weird about face pics on the site. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. So, here are some rad myspace Gen Y photoshop self obsessed semi-face pics:
Personal Notes
I'm moving into a new apartment! I'm totally excited about this place. For one, the roommates seem cool and are down with sex work. More importantly, I'll be within walking distance to Power Exchange, the Citadel, St. James Infirmary, the Eagle, Black Heart Tattoo, Rainbow Grocery, ESPU HQ, and the Center for Sex and Culture. What more could I ask for?
In doing some Wiki surfing, I came across this. Of course I'm familiar with Leary and this phrase, but his explanation of the "drop out" part really hit home. From the wiki:
"Drop out suggested an elective, selective, graceful process of detachment from involuntary or unconscious commitments. 'Drop Out' meant self-reliance, a discovery of one's singularity, a commitment to mobility, choice, and change. Unhappily my explanations of this sequence of personal development were often misinterpreted to mean 'Get stoned and abandon all constructive activity'."
Ugh, yes! That is exactly where I am right now. I've been trying to articulate this idea for months. My decision to leave school and Texas was a "selective ... detachment from ... [an] unconscious commitment" and "a commitment to ... change". Now, I just have to forward this to my parents, haha.
Saturday I went to a GAY WEDDING! Yay, yes, alright! My very first gay wedding! Now, I'm not a big fan of marriage to begin with, but this is an historical time and I will celebrate the equal right to make a bad decision.
The wedding was beautiful, casual, and real. One of the Sisters officiated and the reception was at the Eagle. If I had to be married, this is how I'd do it :)
Last night I went to Bjork night at the infamous Trannyshack. It was super packed and ridiculously hot, but an awesome show. It's ending soon, so I was really glad to get a chance to see it. And on Bjork night, no less!
I'm going to Chicago on Monday for the Desiree Alliance Conference. I'm totally excited to see my friends and play hard. If this is anything like last time I was there, I'm sure I'll have an interesting story or two when I get back. Hopefully nothing that'll top the suturing or window-hanging of the last trip though- my god.
Sex Work
I'm becoming more involved with the Erotic Service Providers Union. I'm starting to grasp labor movement concepts and I really like what the ESPU stands for. More to come.
I've joined a Sex Workers Writing Group at the CSC. Basically, a group of sex workers get together, write based on a prompt, share, and discuss. The first meeting was really powerful. I plan on starting a blog for us to post what we write.
Last week I played with a new friend who had me dress as a secretary. I was in a pencil skirt, white dress shirt with a waist cincher, seamed stockings, garter belt, tall shiny black heels, and of course no panties. He berated me and told me how shitty of a job I had been doing. Then he allowed me to beg and plead to keep my job. I got to convince him why he should keep me around the office and show him some skills he wasn't previously aware of. Role play is so silly sometimes, but it was fun.
I'm playing with J weekly now. I'm really happy with this situation and hope we can keep each other entertained for a while :)
Last time we played, he brought some ginger. Yikes. I'm cool with Tiger balm, but for some reason ginger really scared me. Maybe I thought it would be more powerful since it's natural. The difference is that the ginger root is a solid piece, not a salve like Tiger balm. So, it can be carved into shapes and inserted in places it just shouldn't be. I don't like the flavor of ginger in the first place, so having little bits of it stuffed between my tongue and a ball gag was rough. Then, the carved bit in my ass, it burns, I'm crawling around trying not to drop it, a sliver for my clit- great. As you probably know, I hate clitoral stimulation. It's just not for me. Great for torture and all, but otherwise, no. I mentioned carving so he's obviously got a knife. Now here's where I make my disclaimer- if any other play partner brought a knife to a meeting, he would kindly be asked to leave. J is a special case. Hear this new and unestablished play partners: If you bring a life-threatening weapon to a session it will be over. So flash back to beginning of scene- when he was carving the ginger I hinted that I was interested in the knife and cool with knife play with him. He's got me on the ground, all freaked out from the ginger and he gets the knife. Light sensation, then scraping, then the serrated edge- ouch! He teased me a bit, scraping and biting and even sawed off some cunt hair, haha. Burning ginger on my clit, then- then then then! He starts to go down on me. No NO No. I hate this! Ugh, yuck. Much like the Hitachi wand, it drives me crazy and makes me kick and thrash and eventually give up and sulk. After that, he fucked me really hard. It was the best sex I've had in a long time. He has a really nice cock. It's a pretty perfect fit for me- really thick but not too long. It was a great pounding and I was fucking glowing the rest of the day. What a wonderful scene :) Thank you!!
Links
Erotica/ Fetish site that looks pretty promising:
Nena Blue
From Laughing Squid:
Green photo card printing service I just ordered from:
Moo
I Met The Walrus
"In 1969 Jerry Levitan, a 14 year old Beatles fan at the time, snuck into the hotel where John Lennon was staying in Toronto and talked him into doing an audio interview about peace. 38 years later Jerry’s son Josh Raskin directed the wonderful animated short “I Met The Walrus”, which he created using the the audio from the interview as the soundtrack. The film features pen illustration by James Braithwaite and digital illustration by Alex Kurina."
I know you only come here for the pics and sexy stories. You use me for a quick wank and skim past all the wordy emotional or political shit. And hey, sometimes I don't blame you. Just don't think I can't see all those gallery page views :)
I am but a servant to the people, so I'll give you what you want- some glittery, sexy media.
First, a hot fucking video and song about masturbation. Thunderheist: Jerk It
thunderheist - jerk it (contest cut) from thatgo on Vimeo.
New Hair Pics
Admittedly not that sexy, but whatever. I love it and I love me and you can't take that away from me because I'm my own person and you don't own me and I'm breaking free from your social slavery and I do what I fucking want! (Please notice the hhheeeaaavvyyy sarcasm.)
And yeah, I'm still kinda being weird about face pics on the site. I'm still not sure how I feel about it. So, here are some rad myspace Gen Y photoshop self obsessed semi-face pics:
Personal Notes
I'm moving into a new apartment! I'm totally excited about this place. For one, the roommates seem cool and are down with sex work. More importantly, I'll be within walking distance to Power Exchange, the Citadel, St. James Infirmary, the Eagle, Black Heart Tattoo, Rainbow Grocery, ESPU HQ, and the Center for Sex and Culture. What more could I ask for?
In doing some Wiki surfing, I came across this. Of course I'm familiar with Leary and this phrase, but his explanation of the "drop out" part really hit home. From the wiki:
"Drop out suggested an elective, selective, graceful process of detachment from involuntary or unconscious commitments. 'Drop Out' meant self-reliance, a discovery of one's singularity, a commitment to mobility, choice, and change. Unhappily my explanations of this sequence of personal development were often misinterpreted to mean 'Get stoned and abandon all constructive activity'."
Ugh, yes! That is exactly where I am right now. I've been trying to articulate this idea for months. My decision to leave school and Texas was a "selective ... detachment from ... [an] unconscious commitment" and "a commitment to ... change". Now, I just have to forward this to my parents, haha.
Saturday I went to a GAY WEDDING! Yay, yes, alright! My very first gay wedding! Now, I'm not a big fan of marriage to begin with, but this is an historical time and I will celebrate the equal right to make a bad decision.
The wedding was beautiful, casual, and real. One of the Sisters officiated and the reception was at the Eagle. If I had to be married, this is how I'd do it :)
Last night I went to Bjork night at the infamous Trannyshack. It was super packed and ridiculously hot, but an awesome show. It's ending soon, so I was really glad to get a chance to see it. And on Bjork night, no less!
I'm going to Chicago on Monday for the Desiree Alliance Conference. I'm totally excited to see my friends and play hard. If this is anything like last time I was there, I'm sure I'll have an interesting story or two when I get back. Hopefully nothing that'll top the suturing or window-hanging of the last trip though- my god.
Sex Work
I'm becoming more involved with the Erotic Service Providers Union. I'm starting to grasp labor movement concepts and I really like what the ESPU stands for. More to come.
I've joined a Sex Workers Writing Group at the CSC. Basically, a group of sex workers get together, write based on a prompt, share, and discuss. The first meeting was really powerful. I plan on starting a blog for us to post what we write.
Last week I played with a new friend who had me dress as a secretary. I was in a pencil skirt, white dress shirt with a waist cincher, seamed stockings, garter belt, tall shiny black heels, and of course no panties. He berated me and told me how shitty of a job I had been doing. Then he allowed me to beg and plead to keep my job. I got to convince him why he should keep me around the office and show him some skills he wasn't previously aware of. Role play is so silly sometimes, but it was fun.
I'm playing with J weekly now. I'm really happy with this situation and hope we can keep each other entertained for a while :)
Last time we played, he brought some ginger. Yikes. I'm cool with Tiger balm, but for some reason ginger really scared me. Maybe I thought it would be more powerful since it's natural. The difference is that the ginger root is a solid piece, not a salve like Tiger balm. So, it can be carved into shapes and inserted in places it just shouldn't be. I don't like the flavor of ginger in the first place, so having little bits of it stuffed between my tongue and a ball gag was rough. Then, the carved bit in my ass, it burns, I'm crawling around trying not to drop it, a sliver for my clit- great. As you probably know, I hate clitoral stimulation. It's just not for me. Great for torture and all, but otherwise, no. I mentioned carving so he's obviously got a knife. Now here's where I make my disclaimer- if any other play partner brought a knife to a meeting, he would kindly be asked to leave. J is a special case. Hear this new and unestablished play partners: If you bring a life-threatening weapon to a session it will be over. So flash back to beginning of scene- when he was carving the ginger I hinted that I was interested in the knife and cool with knife play with him. He's got me on the ground, all freaked out from the ginger and he gets the knife. Light sensation, then scraping, then the serrated edge- ouch! He teased me a bit, scraping and biting and even sawed off some cunt hair, haha. Burning ginger on my clit, then- then then then! He starts to go down on me. No NO No. I hate this! Ugh, yuck. Much like the Hitachi wand, it drives me crazy and makes me kick and thrash and eventually give up and sulk. After that, he fucked me really hard. It was the best sex I've had in a long time. He has a really nice cock. It's a pretty perfect fit for me- really thick but not too long. It was a great pounding and I was fucking glowing the rest of the day. What a wonderful scene :) Thank you!!
Links
Erotica/ Fetish site that looks pretty promising:
Nena Blue
From Laughing Squid:
Green photo card printing service I just ordered from:
Moo
I Met The Walrus
"In 1969 Jerry Levitan, a 14 year old Beatles fan at the time, snuck into the hotel where John Lennon was staying in Toronto and talked him into doing an audio interview about peace. 38 years later Jerry’s son Josh Raskin directed the wonderful animated short “I Met The Walrus”, which he created using the the audio from the interview as the soundtrack. The film features pen illustration by James Braithwaite and digital illustration by Alex Kurina."
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SHY
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GETTIN GROSS
27 Jul 2010
HERE WE GO AGAIN
27 Aug 2009
USED
18 May 2009
SLEEPY SEX
07 May 2009
PERFECT TIMING
26 Apr 2009
UPDATE/ AUSTRALIA
26 Apr 2009
PROP K ROUNDUP
15 Jul 2008
AND...
09 Jul 2008
SO SO SO
01 Jul 2008
PRIDE W/PICS
16 Jun 2008
TV CASUALTY
05 Jun 2008
HERE AND THERE
22 May 2008
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT
12 May 2008
CUTE!
09 May 2008
I <3 SF
05 May 2008
COLLARME CREEP
05 May 2008
DUPED!
14 Apr 2008
BIRTHDAY.
01 Apr 2008
WOW, OK
01 Mar 2008
YES, FUCKING SICK.
11 Feb 2008
THE VIRGIN
09 Feb 2008
DEAR GOD
27 Jan 2008
GODDAMN
17 Dec 2007
CATCHING UP
02 Dec 2007
YUM/CK
25 Nov 2007
SORE TODAY
14 Nov 2007
YUMMMMMM
12 Nov 2007
EEK
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27 Jul 2010
GETTIN GROSS
27 Jul 2010
HERE WE GO AGAIN
27 Aug 2009
USED
18 May 2009
SLEEPY SEX
07 May 2009
PERFECT TIMING
26 Apr 2009
UPDATE/ AUSTRALIA
26 Apr 2009
PROP K ROUNDUP
15 Jul 2008
AND...
09 Jul 2008
SO SO SO
01 Jul 2008
PRIDE W/PICS
16 Jun 2008
TV CASUALTY
05 Jun 2008
HERE AND THERE
22 May 2008
ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT ALRIGHT
12 May 2008
CUTE!
09 May 2008
I <3 SF
05 May 2008
COLLARME CREEP
05 May 2008
DUPED!
14 Apr 2008
BIRTHDAY.
01 Apr 2008
WOW, OK
01 Mar 2008
YES, FUCKING SICK.
11 Feb 2008
THE VIRGIN
09 Feb 2008
DEAR GOD
27 Jan 2008
GODDAMN
17 Dec 2007
CATCHING UP
02 Dec 2007
YUM/CK
25 Nov 2007
SORE TODAY
14 Nov 2007
YUMMMMMM
12 Nov 2007
EEK
